Accidentally cut myself just now and felt utterly lousy for not being able to do such a simple task.
Sis said it was because I was already in a foul mood.
Had a disagreement with lun on Thursday and we were still not talking except exchanging some angry messages last night and this morning.
I told him that mum wanted us to have our chinese customary this year. Due to time constraint, we will just have the tea ceremony and I thought it would be good to have it in a Chinese restaurant.
Then he started talking about getting suit and gown and I said no, I still want a wedding banquet but probably next year or something.
He said I want too many things.
Am I asking too much?
Marriage is only once in a lifetime and this is how he wants to remember it? Me wearing the gown when my arms are flabby and my tummy is bulging out?
I’m not asking to be married in a 6 star hotels with 800 guests.
I just want it to be special, so that when we look back, there’s something we can smile about.
Is this asking too much?




